We flew too close to the sun
so close I thought it was heaven
I knew it was too good to be true, I knew it'd all come crumbling down eventually
If hell is a life without love
Am I being punished for what i've done?
I should have loved her more, cherished her, held her
The sky's on fire
All the stars disappear
no signs of life
without you here
My face is bloodied from clutching her body, hoping for any shred of life in her to hold me back, the blood is in my eyes. It stings, it hurts, it's a cruel reminder of my weakness.
Tears will fall
oceans will rise
I let out a choked sob as I slide myself into the bathtub, the freezing water feels like fire against my skin but that won't matter in an hour once my body's just as cold
Since you left
Every breath feels like it's burning
I shiver holding myself, every breath I take feeling like icy daggers in my throat
I know that life will go on
I will survive
She...she wouldn't want this
But for tonight
I'd swear on my life
This is the end of the world
I...just need a temporary release, something to take away the pain
Slept on your side of the bed
replayed the things that I should've said
If I had just worded it differently she wouldn't have gotten mad, we wouldn't have fought
She'd be alive
Wish I had summoned the strength
To leave alone what I couldn't change
It's her body, I should've left her alone about it, it shouldn't be my concern
The sky's on fire
All the world disappears
But that...that killed our baby...all her lip injections and skin treatments...
No signs of life
Without you here
...She didn't know, neither of us did
Tears will fall
Oceans will rise
I sigh and drag the razor across my flesh slowly, wincing as I lay my arms in the water watching the blood spread and dilute in it
The earth will stop turning
I slowly submerge myself in the water
Since you left
Every breath feels like it's burning
Please god if you're real...
I know that life-
...Let me join her
