Sometimes you just have to do what's best for you and what makes you happy. Breaking free from your everyday normal and your comfort zone to find happiness. You may hit a few bumps in the road and meet a few people that will help you and hinder you...
Dear mom , I just want to start out by saying I love you so much words can't even explain, and I thank you for everything you've done for me but I can't be here anymore . I have to leave , I have to go and live life for myself staying here is holding me back from being the me you and I bother know I can be . I know I should have talked to you about but this was something I needed to do and knowing you you would have tried and successfully talked me out of it. I know I'm not the one to make dramatic decisions like this but I had to. I didn't want you to be the one I blamed for the way my life ended up so I made the grown up decision to move out. I'm not sure where my destination is but when I get there I will call and let you know I'm safe. I just need to pray for me and to have faith in me. You raised a smart young lady so trust me when I say I got this. I hope you don't hate me but I had to do this for me and my happiness. I love you mom
Love , Asia
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Hey guys ..... as you may know my name is Asia ( yes like the continent let's not be childish) my full name is Asia Lynn Jones but people call me Aj , Lj or Asialynn. I prefer Aj . I'm 22 years old . I'm 5'4 i have shoulder lenght reddish black hair i have big boobs nice size but small stomach, i wouldn't say I'm fat my just chunky i guess that what you could call it. But as you can see I'm breaking free. You can't really call it running away because I'm 22 , right? Anyways join me and my Journey to freedom and happiness.
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A few days later
Asia P.O.V
"I really hope this apartment is nice this is like the hundredth one I looked at this week I really need this to be the one I'm tired of being in that hotel room"
*knock knock*
" you must be ms.jones" " please call me Asia" I said as I reach my hand out for him to shake " well Asia this is the apartment"
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"Oh my God this is beautiful" "I know come this way ill show you the rooms" I wad definitely amazed bit this apartment , it's love at first sight now let's just hope I can afford it.
" and this is the master bed room"
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"And threw this door is the master bathroom"
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"This is fucking amazing, sorry excuse my language" "Its fine so how do you like it so far" "It's amaz*eco*" *ring ring* " I'm sorry Asia I have to take this call" "Hello? .... yes.... I'm here ...... the door is unlocked just come right in ..... Okay see you in a few, I'm sorry ihave another client that also wants to see this apartment" "Ohhhhhhhhh okay" As we are standing there awarkardly starring at each other in walks this cute thick Spanish ( I'm not gay or anything but if she is so am I shawty bad af and thick af let me stop) she was about 5'4 long black hair she is the definition of slim thick. She looks so familiar but idk why she must have one of those faces. " Oh I'm sorry am I interu-ahhhhhhh asialynnnnnnn!!!" "Hazel?"
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"yes bitch omg how have you been where have you been? Omgeeee!!" *smack* "Ow haze wtf was that for bitch" "Why tf did you just up and leave without letting a bitch know like I wasn't your girlfriend i should fight you right here right now" " I'm sorry baybeeeeee but I had to leave i had to do me I had to think about me for a change you know and I didn't need anyone to change my mind I had to get away from my mom and out of South Carolina" " I know but bitch i would've came with you" "Oh you guys now each other?" "Yeah we're bestfriends" " Oh okay cool .... so about the apartment? " "Yes how much is it? "$2500 a month? "Oh" is all I could muster up to say this was so out of my price range but it was so amazing but I couldn't afford it " ummmmmm I'm *eco*" "We'll take it" This bitch must be speaking French who's we? "Huh?" "We can go half ,we can live together like we've always planned this apartment is big enough for the both of us together we can afford it, come on boo"
I stood there concinplating on if I should say yes . If I do would i still feel like I'm depending on someone? would living together be a good idea? Would living rewin our friendship? I pushed all those negative thoughts to the back of my head theres nothing wrong with having a roommeat . It will be fun i hope.
" okay yes we'll take it" "Yay bitch we are gonna be roomies!!" She squilled while hugging the life out of me. This is part of the reason why we are friends she always so positive and happy. She makes me happy , this girl is my ride or die for real
Oh gosh this should be interesting. A new beginning, a fresh start , and hopefully a new me. Starting over.
