Bianca James is an insecure model with a troubled soul, a troubled past, and somewhat of a scary present. Until she finds actual happiness and purpose of her life when she runs into someone who changes her view on life tremendously. With her past co...
A Flashback Keith: *4 years earlier* "Keith....stop it..." Renee says while giggling. I was laid up in between her legs, kissing and tickling her pregnant belly.
"Nope this is my future princess. Daddy's princess and daddy's queen" I say while looking up and giving her a kiss. Renee & I lived in a decent apartment in south sac. After we found out that she was pregnant, and after my first acting gig took off, I decided to get this apartment for the both of us...to be comfortable and to raise our future daughter in. Renee was my high school sweet heart. Fell in love with her freshman year. I'm so madly in love with her. Her chocolate skin and her natural curls. And the fact that she's been carrying my seed for 8 months is a blessing. "Babe...what are we gonna do?" She asks. "What do you mean?"
"Like before the baby comes..we have soo much to do. So much to buy. I'm trying to hold down a job and go to school to become an entrepreneur and-" "Shhh. Listen I got all these modeling and acting gigs lined up baby. We'll be fine." I reassure her by rubbing her stomach. "My father already cut you some slack about you impregnating me at 19 now if he hears that you can't financially support me or the baby? It's done for."
Her parents were super strict and super religious. Renee was the typical spoiled yet humbled high school cheerleader. And I was the all star football player aka model. Me getting her pregnant before marriage really shook them up but they've warmed up to the idea of having a niece. My family? Cool with it without a doubt. Maybe because they know that I'm responsible.
"It's all gonna be good Renee. Nothing's gonna tear us apart."
She smiles. I could smell the beautiful scent of the olive oil shampoo and cantu products she put in her hair as I pulled her in for a hug. We were gonna make a way. For us and for the baby. ------------------------------------------- *Next Afternoon* Renee and I were on the way to the hospital for an ultrasound appointment. While I was driving, the rain started to pour down. It was hard to see. I turned to see Renee and she looked irritated. "What happened nene?" "Who is Erika? And why is she texting you saying last weekend was fun lets do it again ?!"
Damn. She was looking through the messages. I mean she had my phone password what could I do? Last weekend I happened to be at a party in Hollywood and Renee and I weren't on good terms so...I met Erika...I was drunk...and..we ended up having sex. I never wanted to ever tell Renee because she's pregnant and sensitive. But ... I guess it's time to face the music. "Baby-"
"BABY NOTHING KEITH. THATS ALL YOU DO. You have changed ever since you started getting into this business. YOU'RE NOTHING BUT A COWARD. I HATE YOU." She started to hit me. For a pregnant woman she could punch like a man. "AYE RENEE IM DRIVING. Here WE FUCKING GO WE ALWAYS END UP ARGUING OVER DUMB SHIT. IT WAS A MISTAKE GET OVER IT" I yell as I keep trying to drive through the storm. "I CANT BELIEVE YOU. YOU KNOW WHAT I DONT NEED YOU IF ANYTHING YOU NEED ME." I turn to her.
"GIRL IF ANYTHING YOU NEED ME-" We keep arguing back and forth until a huge ray of lights come our way. I soon swerve off the highway and everything turned upside down. ---------------------------------- My head began to pound so bad. My eyes open quickly, I see blood all over me and glass sprawled all over the car. I soon see gray engine smoke blurring my vision.
I turn to my right and see Renee slumped over. Wait what?! I quickly get out the car and go towards Renee's side. I open the smashed door and pull Renee out the car. She was covered in blood.
"NO NO NO RENEE WAKE UP BABY WAKE UP..." She's struggling to keep her eyes open. She takes a deep breath and sighs 'I love you Keith...please don't wait for me..." then her eyes slowly shut. "I love you too nene...you're not leaving me!! I'm not leaving you!!! SOMEBODY HELP!!!!!!!" I yell as hot tears began to roll down my cheeks. I slowly heard sirens and people surrounding me calling 911. My life fell apart right then and there. ------------------------------------------------ *HOURS UPON HOURS LATER*
"Mr. Powers...." the doctor calls out. I felt so numb. I was praying both my queen and princess were okay. "Yes sir? Are they okay ?" The doctor sighs. "unfortunately... due to the large amount of blood that was lost from Renee...she didn't make it...and due to the high levels of blood pressure she had and lack of oxygen...the baby didn't make it either" My legs soon gave out and I burst into tears on the cold hospital floor. "WHY GOD WHY..." soon my mother comes over to comfort me.
This felt like a nightmare. My life is nothing without them. Everything is my fault....this is something that I have to live with for the rest of my life. I killed them....I killed them...and I can't get them back. As a man, you don't see many of us cry because it's considered weak and we're supposed to be strong. But this pain....is the worst pain I've ever felt. It takes a lot to make a man cry. This was it. If I could take all the bad things I did to her back...I would. No one can replace her. -------------------------
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*Renee Parker* ---------------------- ❤️❤️❤️I know this may be confusing, but you'll later see how it ties in with the story.❤️❤️❤️
