im not gay

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thought I should mention that
*dan* is dans POV
*phil* is Phil's POV

*dan*

Phil looked so beautiful as he walks out of the kitchen with pancakes. dan bites his lip, then suddenly looks to the floor thinking 'I'm not gay.'
As phil sat down Dan smiled as he's ready to eat the pancakes.

*phil*

'today is the day. today's the day I tell him, but I cant, but I have too. I can't go my whole life with out knowing if he loves me too' phil brings out the pancakes. Dan, looking hungry, says "finally I'm starving"

*phil*

once they finish watching their morning anime. phil gets up and opens his mouth. "d..dan" he says.
Dan cuts him off "umm... do you want to go out tonight maybe get some shake-a-way and then game night or something."

"ya sure, bet you can't beat me in Mario cart" phil says.

"haha, we'll see"daniel says nervously.

'what just happened. Why can't I bring myself to say it. I LOVE YOU DANIEL JAMES HOWELL'

he gets himself ready wondering why he can't just.. say it.

*dan*

"did I just ask him out, do I like phil? no I'm not gay, I know I'm not, but holy shit he is hot. NO DAN, you know how your family will react to that. you can't loose them NO dan NO"

he continued putting on his black skinny jeans (the ones with the holes where the thighs are) and suddenly realized he was talking out loud.

"FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK" he look around to make sure no one heard.

'thank fucking god'

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*time skip to the next day*

*phil*

last night was the most fun he's had in a while.
'I'll definitely tell him today.'

*dan*

last night he beat phil in Mario cart 6 times. hes never seen phil so angry. he kind of liked the strong dominant version if him.

he gets up looks in the mirror and says "I think I'm gay... bisexual?.... fuck I dont even know" he gets up and continues getting dressed for the day.

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*time skip 1 week*

this whole week Dan's been questioning his sexuality and he come to a realization.

'I'm bisexual' he thinks as soon as he wakes up

he runs out of his room to the smell of breakfast and sees phil. 'phil' he thinks as he runs to the living room

phils brings in the cereal and placed dans bowl in front of him.
'I need to tell him' they both think
"hey phil"

"yes danny" 'what, did I just call him danny'

Dan chuckles "umm... I have something to tell you."

"okay, so do I" phil says

"I'm bisexual"

"...oh umm okay so you like guys and girls"

"yes.. and what did you need to say"

*phil*
'I CANT BELEIVE IT I MIGHT ACTUALLY HAVE A SHOT WITH THE DAN HOWELL'

"never mind" phil says

'should I wait or should I just tell him'

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*next day*

phil wakes up late today and plans on waiting until next week to tell Dan.

'I'll have roses and a suit. But hopefully not for long'

he runs to go make breakfast as he does almost every mourning.

*dan*

Dan got up early as well he figured he would try to be nice and make breakfast for phil since well... he loves phil.

*phil*

phil comes out of his room to the smell of bacon, eggs, and toast.

"did someone rob us or is Dan cooking" phil says

Dan chuckles as he doesn't normally cook for phil.

he sits down and dan brings him his plate. phil staring at his ass as he bends over.

phil quickly looks away as dan says
"I thought i would a be nice friend and make you breakfast" Dan says while sitting down.

phil, disappointed to hear Dan calling himself Phil's friend.
"well thank you very much now can you just turn on death note."

Dan smiles and sarcastically says "well don't you want to stare at me during breakfast and not the tv."

'yes' phil thinks

phil roles his eyes and pretended not to hear that.

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