"The look in my eyes is different
its so sad and contaminates
i want to stop believing
i want to be alone and don't see
i feel less and less alive
defeated and confused
without know what to do
i can't understand
that although everything here is fine
my mind can't stop running
that all happens
the life suddenly reach me
my mind needs calms
that all changes
my world feels that will end because this attacks
silently i seem to doubt
life is a process
everyone building their own challenges and at the same time
ones feel uncertain cornes
i look at the sky
i ask the world for answers to this that is killing me
but i must dig my insides
that although everything here is fine
my mind can't stop running
that all happens
the life suddenly reach me
that i'm tired
my mind needs calm
that all changes
my world feels that will end because this attacks
silently i seem to doubt
the rudeness of my subtle mind
without noticing it,it can leave me here
i want to be strong, no stop fighting
this fight is only against me
that i'm tired
my mind needs calm
that changes
my world feels that will end because this attacks
but i know
i'm going to make it "
-Carla Morrison/ (todo pasa)
YOU ARE READING
It is not suicide, if it was already slowly dying
Randomi been fighting with depression over 7 years and this is my limit i'm so tired physically and mentally , i don't want help, whatever they said to me like "everything is going to be fine" or " you can do it " "life is beautiful", i don't really ca...
