I've been thinking lately,
If I should go on with my life,
Or just disappear,
Vanish in this cruel world,
Like a smoke.
As i grow up,
Everything seems dark,
I don't feel at ease,
Life is getting hard,
Day by day.
I dont know,
If i should go on with my life,
Or disappear,
Vanish in this cruel world,
Like a smoke.
Are you thinking what im thinking?
Suicide?
Yes, i did.
But thats not the things i want.
I dont know,
If i should go on with my life,
Or disappear,
Vanish in this cruel world,
Like a smoke.
I wish,
I keep praying to god,
If I'm hurting people around me,
Make them sick of me,
It's better to take me away,
Take my soul,
So that all of them,
Feel much better,
When I'm gone.
It's great to live far away,
Away from this world,
I don't have to think,
I don't have to worry much,
About life,
People I love so much,
Just between me and God.
I dont know,
If i should go on with my life,
Or disappear,
Vanish in this cruel world,
Like a smoke.
