car rides have always been my thing
there's a window beside you, so much stories flying by
and music is blasting,
and i think about you
a lot
the highway lights were really pretty yesterday last night
and i was just
lying with no seat belt, looking out at the huge sky
and there you are
babe
im really glad youre doing good
the weather sucked today smh
everything is grey and shitty
and some kid asked me to hurry up in the hallway
mY
mY HAND
ALMOST SMACKED THAT BITCH SILLY I STG
LITTLE SHIT
I WANTED TO CURB STOMP HIM
FUCKJ
I
sORRysorry
i was once really scared
you'd move on
because im really not the type to do that??
but i want you to be so happy
because hearing about your day
made me happy.
and its all you ever deserved
its so nice
youre so nice.
um,,
weird little thing??
i keep having this image pop in my mind?? like its in my wirting a lot but i cant help think its us
-its really vivid
its so weird but it wont stop happening so i thought maybe i would share it??
it's kinda dark
the stars are faint, but there
clouds are creeping along the horizon
and we're
falling
tears are falling up from your eyes and are floating in blobs around us
but you're smiling??
and i dont even know if we are falling to oUR deAth
like w emight die??
but seeing you smile just fills me up with so much reassurance
and i burst into crying/laughter and you do too.
and then you grab my hand and link our fingers
and
we just fall
its so pretty i dont know
you're really everything
of course i listen to eulogy
its my jam
and he is we
and everything you've given to me
i pretend there's memories of us
like the dark and edgy ones??
its dark and we're sneaking on a park stage
or its 4 am and youre pushing me on a swing
sometimes we're lying next to each other on your bed, just being gays and teasing each other
i wish it could've been different.
