Can't Help Falling In Love With You - Elvis Presley
Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can't help falling in love with you
Teen Idle - Marina and The Diamonds
The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find, I've come alive
Eyes Without A Face - Billy Idol
I spend so much time
Believing all the lies
To keep the dream alive
Now it makes me sad
It makes me mad at truth
For loving what was you
Eyes Wide Open - Sabrina Carpenter
I can't see two steps ahead of me,
When the fog comes rollin' in
I never thought I'd miss the rain
Lord knows how long it's been
This dream burns inside of me,
And I can't just let it go
There's still so much that I don't know
Save Myself - Ed Sheeran
Life can get you down so I just numb the way it feels
I drown it with a drink and out-of-date prescription pills
And all the ones that love me they just left me on the shelf
No farewell
So before I save someone else, I've got to save myself
Supermarket Flowers - Ed Sheeran
Oh I'm in pieces, it's tearing me up, but I know
A heart that's broke is a heart that's been loved
Drunk - Ed Sheeran
But our house gets cold when you cut the heating
Without you to hold I'll be freezing
Can't rely on my heart to beat it
'Cause you take part of it every evening
Take words out of my mouth just from breathing
Replace with phrases like when you're leaving me
This is Gospel - Panic! At The Disco
If you love me let me go
If you love me let me go
'Cause these words are knives that often leave scars
The fear of falling apart
And truth be told, I never was yours
The fear, the fear of falling apart
Lithium - Nirvana
I'm so happy 'cause today
I've found my friends,
They're in my head
I'm so ugly, that's okay, 'cause so are you,
Broke our mirrors
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care,
And I'm not scared
Light my candles in a daze
'Cause I've found god
Teenagers - My Chemical Romance
Because the drugs never work
They're gonna give you a smirk
'Cause they got methods of keepin' you clean
They gonna rip up your heads
Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine
Famous Last Words - My Chemical Romance
I'm incomplete?
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak
Every Teardrop Is A Waterfall - Coldplay
And all the kids they dance, all the kids all night
Until Monday morning feels another life
I turn the music up
I'm on a roll this time
And heaven is in sight
Kms - Supachefm (idk who they are but it's okay)
I don't even know if I should kill myself
I don't even think that I could kill myself
I don't even know the shit that's wrong with me
I just need an answer for you fall, you see
I gave you a reason to come talk to me
You change like the seasons, I don't wanna see
I don't even learn from mistakes, I know (I know)
Every time I asked you out on a date, I know (I know)
Every time you ate the food off my plate, I know (I know)
I know chasing for you was a mistake, I know (I know)
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I feel like shit right now.
It's late and I still hate myself.
One of the people I thought I was friends with implied that I was ugly and trying to be skinny for attention.
But she doesn't fucking understand that I have an eating disorder.
I deserved it.
Cheers.
~ Sonja.
"Don't hesitate, just shoot."
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Lilies | Eric Coulter | Divergent
Fanfiction[ D I V E R G E N T S T O R Y ] The plot is from Divergent, but with MY OWN original character, Lily. MY STORY DOES NOT HAVE BEATRICE/TRIS PRIOR. I REPEAT, MY STORY DOES NOT HAVE TRIS PRIOR. MEANING: NOTHING THAT HAPPENED THEN IS HAPPENING NO...
