I wasn't planned
My mother got pregnent during rape
She wanted to have a abortion
But she didn't have the money to pay
I don't blame her for not loving me
I only caused her pain
The way she looked at me
As if she wanted me to die
I look in the mirror and I just cry
I don't look like my mother
I look like the man who raped mi mother
Eventaully it happened to me
By mi family
I know they hated him
So they hated me
I ran away from who I am
Got addicted to drugs
To fill in the void
Fell in love with a abuser
Overdose on artifical love
Took the beatings
Until mi heart stop beating
I ran far away from him
I looked in the mirror
At mi swollen face
Broke down and just prayed
I began to fall in love with her
Because she isn't her father
She was just a bueatful mistake
