Depression.

First post

I can't recall where my life started going wrong. Maybe when I was born, but that sounds like an exaggeration. I dont know when I was last happy, maybe when I was kid and innocence and adventure was all that my time was consumed with. Although I'm only 18, will my life get better? Will I have a reason or the willingness to carry on and see it through? Because it just seems like when the sun seems to be shining and life is looking up something drags me down in to the endless dark hole that no matter how hard I try to climb back up, my foot will slip and I'll tumble right back down. Don't label this a cry for help, or a scream for attention. I am OK, and so are you. Sometimes, letting your feelings out to someone who understands or relates, helps. Or even if to no one. Just acknowledging to yourself out loud that there is something wrong but you're OK is a way to make yourself feel better, or for me.