Chapter 1

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Hey I'm y/n and I'm god knows how many years old I would tell you about myself but I'm a misery to everyone as they say and I kinda like it that way but you should learn stuff about me as I live my usual but also unusual life

I was in the library looking for a certain book I find it and look at it the satanic ritual and chill book

I know I know it is not a good idea to do this but I think it would be a good experience for me plus your find out why I am doing this very soon

I look to my left seeing this pretty girl with a cute bow in her hair looking at me up and down I tilt my head to the side a little looking at her then I see some other girls walking over to her seeing that she is looking at me they smile at me and tap the other girls shoulder still looking at me like the other girl who is looking at me

I drop my book by accident and look down at it I pick it back up and walking to the repetition desk I can still feel eyes on me making me feel uneasy and cautious I slowly look beside me only to see all the girls stare at me lucky it wasn't anyone bad that I was thinking of

Your know who some day or maybe some time sooner as they also turn up unexpectedly... I get the book and walk passed the girls and out of the library I take a slow walk home feeling like I'm being followed making me stop in my tracks and look back seeing no one...

"hmm" I hum and then start walking again and turn the corner as I hear foot steps behind me like they were trying to catch up with me I get to my porch and open the door still feeling like I was being followed but I ignore the feeling then I realize my purse is gone... Did I left it at the library?

I sense someone behind me making the hairs on the back of my neck stand up "who are you?" I ask not even bothering to turn around

"I-im sorry but we saw you drop this in the library and we wanted to return it and you walk really fast" I hear making me lose up and turn around seeing the cute girls that were staring at me in the library

There all really cute and beautiful like out of this world...

I look to see she is handing me my purse I take it slowly "thank you?" I ask "Camila" she says brightly I nod slowly "right Camila" I say and look at the other girls "and you girls are?" I ask politely making them all come out of there daze

"oh I'm Ally"

"I'm Dinah"

"I'm Normani"

"I'm Lauren"

They all say looking at me "well thanks girls I'm y/n" I say walking in my house leaving the door open for them "come on in" I say and they look at each other and walk in one by one looking around

I set my book down with my purse on top so they couldn't see what book it is and look at the girls "would you like some to drink or eat?" I ask politely

"Have you got a banana?" I hear making me look at Camila as well as the girls she just looks down and shrugs "I like bananas" she says with a cute tone and boy how much I wish I could smile at her cuteness but I walk to the kitchen and grab a banana for her

"it's kinda weird that she hasn't smiled ones yet don't you think?" I hear but I ignore it coz I don't think I was supposed to hear

You maybe asking why I haven't smiled well I can't smile because I can't feel anything this is why I need the book to help me get my feelings back ever since they were taken away I haven't been able to smile... It's a curse... And I am going to try and use it to break the curse

I walk back and give Camila the banana making her smile at me it kinda hurts not to smile back if I could feel it but I can't I look at the other girls seeing there all looking at me so I look back at Camila seeing she is looking at me with still a smile on her face

"Girl can you smile please?" I hear Dinah ask it hurts really badly but I can't feel it so I shake my head no walking into the back garden with them following

"Not even a little one?" Camila asks

I'm empty, emotionless, dead inside, nothing

"I'm sorry girls but I can't" I say looking away from them "yes you can it's not going to kill you" Lauren says making me look at her with a dead look in the eye and I think she got the message as her face changes from soft to sorrow "yea one little one isn't going to hurt you" Dinah says

"Let's not force her girls" Lauren says and I look away still not feeling anything I sit down and so do they girls "so what do you do for living?" I hear Ally ask making me look at her

"A lot of thing like designing cloths, makeup at funerals, photography and art" I say look at my garden "gardening and so on" I add

"What do you girls do?" I ask picking a black rose and smelling it with my eyes closed at least I still have the sense of smell it's the only feeling or... Sense I have left, not even physically...

"We make music" I hear so I look at them and nod "what kind of music?" I ask making Lauren walk over to me and giving me her phone playing some off there music

"You're all very talented" I say looking at the video I hear a choir of thanks and thank you's

I stand up and give Lauren back her phone she smiles at me seeing if I would smile back but I don't if I could I would but I can't I need to get my feelings back soon as possible

I start to fix my garden up a bit then I pick myself on a thrown on a rose I look at it seeing blood come out and I don't flinch as I don't feel it

"Oh my Gosh, Y/n are you okay?" I hear some one say making me hide my hand I just nod "I'm fine why do you ask?" I ask turning around seeing Ally walking over to me with the other girls looking at me with a worried expression

Ally grabs my hand but I pull away she looks at me "I'm fine I didn't do anything" I say walking away from her but the other girls stop me then Ally grabs my arm again and making me let her have a look at my hand

My hand is fine its clean no cut or anything like nothing even happened its because nothing did happen "I told you I'm fine" I say softly she looks confused then she looks me in my eyes "but I saw you cut yourself on a thorn..." she says making me shake my head no

"I didn't" I say as she let's go if my arm I turn on my heels and the girls looked a me with a curious look I walk inside and wash my hands I wash the blood that was on the back of my hand

Lucky they didn't see the blood on the back of my hand, you maybe asking what's wrong with me but noting is wrong with me I'm perfectly fine no harm done

I dry my hands and soon it becomes dark the girls had to leave but they gave me there numbers and they said they will be back next week at some point as they wanted to get to know me as they said... I'm a mystery

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