I was crying in my room like crazy missing my bff laying on the bed filling my pillow in tears I kept thinking about her and locked myself in my room crying like crazy missing the way me and my friend used to be I miss the jokes and laughter we had I miss her smile,laugh,face,voice and singing I missed her a lot I tried to deny I would never see her again but deep inside I knew she was really gone and that she hated me for what I did in the past I knew she would never forgive me and we would never be the same again I missed her so bad I flipped myself around crying like a mad man I could not stop crying I screamed at the top of lungs Why Ace Just Why why did you leave me how could you just leave me here in tears we were so perfect perfect bffs sisters even why Ace just why crying like crazy I wet the pillow so bad that it leaked through the sheets I got up with my face full of tears looking at her picture in the yearbook crying even harder a tear dropped on her picture it hurt missing her she was always the funny one always making me laugh on those deep and hard days I can't believe it just disappeared like that I wished I could hold her one last time letting her cry in my arms wetting my shirt in her tears I grabbed the sheets in pain crying I was in so much pain just missing us I download Shawn Mendes music to remind me of her I put it on crying singing the song lyrics thinking of her it was called Never Be Alone.
Me: I promised that one day I'll be around I'll keep you safe I'll keep you sound right now it's pretty crazy and I don't know how to stop or slow it down hey I know there are some things we need to talk about and I can't stay just let me hold you just for a little longer now take a piece of my heart and make it all your own so when we are apart we'll never be alone, never be alone.
I cried so deep crying everywhere I screamed ace I'm so sorry I just want you back so bad the pain hurts like actual hell please just please come back to me I can't live like this anymore without you I'm nothing I started singing again.
Me: you'll never be alone when you miss me close your eyes and maybe far but never gone when you fall asleep tonight just remember that we laid under the same stars hey I know there are some things we need to talk about and I can't stay just let me hold you for a little longer now and take a piece of my heart and make it all your own so when we are apart we'll never be alone,never be alone you'll never be alone,you'll never be alone,you'll never be alone,you'll never be alone and take a piece of my heart and make it all your own so when we are apart never be alone you'll never be alone.
Crying so bad I just could not take another Shawn Mendes song because it would make the pain hurt even more tears filled my face as the pain hurt like you have been shot 100 times in the stomach I missed her like crazy I really just wanted her to come back to me.
