L I F E

D E P R E S S I O N

So we all strugle in this type of problem right? Worker and even students.

Why on earth would people want to be someone like a depressed person? Mostly students. For me, as a student i really dont want to go to school. Why? Because of depression. Everytime everywhere there are homework and projects. I cant even finish one homework at an hour. Its to difficult to answer and everytime I told my family that Im hopeless Im too depressed to handle this kind of work. But they told me "its okay people like us went through there your dad strugles, your older brother strugles and even I strugle as a mother. So if you really want to reach a star be confident, be smart, be hopeful you can do it my daugther"

I got sick because of homeworks. I got sick because of projects and stuff. I got stuffy nose because of cleaning the classroom. I almost got an asthma because of stuffy nose. Literally.

So how can I reach a star if my weak body isnt strong enough to reach one star. Do I look like a joker to you? And how can I even achieve something if Im so darn sick. Dont give up? Well if i push myself. I'll die. If I keep on strugling. I'll die. So what is the point of achieving something if you have a weak body? A weak lungs? A weak brain? What is? What is?

Too much. Too much.
I cant handle it anymore. I cant.
Dont give up. Dont give up.
I will give up. I will.
Because I have a weak body. A weak body.
If you just understand. If you just.
But you didnt listen. You didnt.
So everytime I strugle. Everytime.

I hate it
I wish I was strong enough. But I wasnt. Too weak and too depressed to handle all this things by myself.

They say its life. Its all about life.
Well i hate having those things to my life.

Cant I enjoy my life for just one day? I wish I was younger because I miss all the fun I was having when I'm still a kid. But i cant change the time. They say past is past, present is present.

I thought that being a teen is so much cooler that being a child. But I guess I was wrong. Wrong of everything.