hhhhhhhhnn the only time richie couldnt look at eddie was when they were making out on his bed for the first time one night and richie gently pushed eddie onto his back.
planting one hand by eddies head, the other by his waist.
eddies shirt having ridden up so richies palm burned on eddies bare skin. and they kept kissing. until they were panting. and richie finally pulled away. and he could see eddies flushed face, wide eyes, slightly parted lips, beneath him. just looking so bright and content and breathless. a little coy as he gave richie a smile with red, kissed lips. and like, its the perfect opportunity to stare, and the perfect thing to stare at, but richie was so fucking overwhelmed in that moment that he couldn't handle looking at eddie anymore, he closed his eyes and groaned 'fuck' before burying his face in eddies neck and once eddie found out why richie did that, he never let him live it down fhjdfdsgvyhtkkdkf
