Blasphemy

Dear Father God....

Dear father god.

We ask for you forgiveness. 

They say you work miracles, 

like healing wounds and sickness.

They say that you're the savior,

and redeem all of our mischief. 

And all we have to do,

is just bow our heads and listen. 

They say you're the creator,

and the maker of this land.

you sit beyond our reach,

 but somehow hold us in your hands. 

They say that your perfect, 

The truest king of kings.

I've spent my whole damn life,

 just trying to find out what that means. 

They say you are the answer. 

And the true lord of the sky. 

Well, I'm kneeling on our planet earth,

I'm steady asking "why?"
why?
Why? 

let people murder, lie,

Cheat, abuse, and steal?

To cope I've seen the purest hearts,

shoot up so they can't feel. 

and yet through famine,

 and the pestilence,

The war, and all the death,

you just wrote a whole new testament,

to make us all feel blessed.

But all your godly negligence,

put pain inside my chest,

when my dear friend cried your name,

when he drew his final breath.

remember who he was? 

Do you still know his name? 

Or was he just another NPC,

in your elaborate game? 

Kids are beaten everyday,

by men who aren't their fathers.

Women enslaved everyday,

they have to wear a collar.

and you can pray everyday,

but dads are still raping daughters.

Yet you sit and watch, 

all that we've wrought,

and every bit of slaughter?

God loves all his children,

but you've cursed the middle east.

And I knew this girl,

You were her world,

but she was raped by priests. 

I never had a dad,

he chose addiction over me.

And I need a better answer,

not just "read psalm 23".

When you claimed to be the sheppard,

did You see as all as sheep?

So You can throw us into hell,  

and have us grovel at your feet?

I prayed every single day,

i never even questioned once.

Never got a single answer,

through all those years and months.

You say you'll forgive us,

all we have to do is pray.

But were sure to burn in hell,

if we happen to be gay?  

And what about the holocaust,  

and all those lives you didn't save?

You know those people suffered endlessly, 

until their final days?

According to your book,

every sin is all the same.

A lie is like murder,

Like when I said your name in vain.

That applies to everyone,

even if in endless pain.

If we curse and scream,

a single time,

are we as bad as Cain?

You did this to us all,

when you put us on this earth. 

you Condemned us,

on this fucking ball,

then named it after "dirt".

Is that how you view us?

Are we just useless empty souls?

Are we just another toy,

for you to endlessly control? 

Our oceans are polluted,  

while the homeless walk the streets.

And somewhere a mother's crying,

because her son died at her feet. 

There are soldiers out there,  

who really almost lost their lives at war.

But the government don't care, 

because they don't need them anymore.

Behind Walmart,

there's a man,

 who is sleeping in the woods.

He lost his only family,

he did everything he could.

But she was taken from him,

brutally,

he never understood. 

Why she was shot and robbed, 

did nothing wrong,  

except walk through "the hood".  

But you knew that shit would happen.

You foresaw every bit. 

You know every problem,

with our world,

but let us live in it.

You see our world for what it is,

you made it all yourself.

So when we die,

do you cry, 

or just take books off the shelf?

Our worlds a giant living hell,

and you refuse to save it.

But I would rather burn in hell,

 than serve the one who fucking made it.

Omen.