i love to be loved
yes as silly as it sounds, i mean it
i love to have people tell me that they love me
not only that but when their actions prove it as well.
someone who brings good vibes, is consistent with me, who makes me feel good about myself; forgetting about the negativity in my life. someone who makes good memories. then again someone who is there for me. yes i do have friends who do say that they are there for me and all that. but in reality they aren't. because times like this, who is there really to go to. everyone is coming off as uninterested in me as if i am a low person. even tho i know i genuinely am a good person who has so much to offer and i always attempt to go out of my ways for everyone but i don't necessarily receive the same energy back. and it fucks with my mentality because they just seem to not care. and i am a sensitive person and i am not good at handling bad news upfront in person. ugh ion know, i be feeling as if i'm tripping for knowing what i deserve. but then again i just choose to accept things for what they are and not for what they can / could be. people disappoint me, i mean this when i say this. people disappoint me. i honestly feel as if the world needs more people like me. point blank
