The Hidden Truth

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Hello! My name is Jung Hoseok, I am your hope and your angel!! You can also call me J-hope or Hobi.
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I have been in this band for many years, and they haven't noticed anything, they all think that I'm always so happy and stuff, but in reality.. I really am not, my "happiness" is just a mask that hides my true self, happiness is something that I will never have. Yea sure, I have friends.. family.. and they all care about me.. But, how can I be happy If I really don't even care about them?

I never felt any feelings for anyone, I never cared about them.. I just find it hard to actually care about anything... I also have a secret, a secret that is something that I will never tell them, my secret is a sin..

"Hoseokieee!!~" Jungkook said as he hugged me, "JUNGKOOKIEEEEE!!!" I shouted and hugged him back with a smile on my face, a smile that is fake.
"Hyung, do you wanna go buy snacks with me and Taehyung?" Jungkook asked me "Ahhhh, I'm sorry Kookie, but I can't right now" I answered
"Oh.. okay then.." Jungkook pouted "Well, do you want anything hyung?", "Hmm.. buy me some....... SPRITE!" I said "Haha, okay!" Jungkook went away..

Finally, he left me alone.