damned if i do and damned if i don't i'm
fucking trapped in this cacophony of a shell
i'm a butterfly but nobody's here to see me fly
ugly brown paper pupae i'm flimsy and only
starlings are gonna want to eat mei got three weeks to find somebody to be with
for the rest of my life before i say goodbye to
the yellow yolk of the sun and the pimple under
my nose the childish insecurities taped under
the desk a wad of gum stuck in my teeth
not even worth my last two dollars i'm
drowningi'm outside waiting for him in my red gremlin
blasting music i hate and wearing too much
lipgloss and perfume and the air con is on too high
it's night time but it feels as lethal as the day
i wait in the car listening to the hum of the a/c and
a moth comes floating bya moth with a skull on its thorax and a
sword clutched to its legs it has a crest
of latin and i reach out for it andthe neighbour's dog reaches it before me
and snips its wings in half
i am nothing more and
nothing lessi keep waiting for him in the car.