Northern Daughter

Theodore Millon

Sadism.

It's not technically called that. 'Sadism ' just has become the common word for the collective culture, but it's not an independent condition. The technical term is Sadistic Personality Disorder. It's not a behavioral disorder, not like Autism and Asperger's and ADHD and Dyslexia. They are, they just are. Sadistic Personality Disorder is not just being, it is not. It's a personal disorder, it's a personality disorder. It requires personal involvement, personal target, personal knowledge, personal gain, personal purpose.

Great intelligence is inevitable for suffering, and great men must have great sorrow on their Earth. 

It took sophomore literature to update my mind of the true words.

My father was a great man.

Reading is inevitable for great intelligence. Great men must have great men on their Earth. 

My father was a reader.

I am not a man and I am not a committed reader.

My great men were not Epictetus and Dostoevsky.

My great men were Morgan Archer and Theodore Millon.

My muse was not guns and red roses.

I am my muse. Mine is my muse.

Dr Millon, I mourn the number of people to whom your mind was unknown. I similarly mourn that my Father to you was unknown.

Millon narrowed sadistic personas down to four subtypes;

The spineless sadist walks in chest first and chin high. He, as the one brain, hides behind the hundred muscles. He must have victims, he must torment them, strip them of autonomy and integrity and persona. He replicates the seventh circle his personal hell, with the minor difference that he in his created world is a ruler, when he in his real world is a slave. He sucks the blood of others to stand strong against the real vampires. He is a counterphobic, insecure, coward. He has nothing of his own. He's a mirror. He's an echo. He's cunterphobic. He sends out weak soldiers to fight his war, one after the other, stripped down to nothing but his land's uniform. All the while he's well protected behind the smoke-wall he built by feeding their fear and insecurity. His satisfaction comes not from the pain inflicted on others, but the power gained. His satisfaction comes from not being alone against fear and the weakest in fear. Men with daddy issues who further went on to disappoint mommy as well. Women with eating disorders. Chad is a great example of a spineless, sadistic motherfucker.

The sadistic tyrant is the familiar one, he carries all associations and stereotypes the common public has of sadism. He's the face. The muscles too. He craves the power. Brutalizes physically, verbally, emotionally. Destroys his victims piece by piece and consumes every last one. He beats them until they're desperately slapping the ground, the referee's red cards the true victory of the round. Without mercy, without humanity, without hesitation. With calculation, with determination. He does it because he can. Because he wants to. Not to prove anything to anyone. Out of enjoyment, purely. Pure, sadistic, enjoyment. Morgan Archer is an exemplary tyrannical sadist.