Dear Luke,
The world is so much duller and different without you. You wouldn't like it. I've gotten used to this empty feeling in my stomach, but every once in a while it hits me like a brick that you're not sitting beside me, reading your sports magazine and sipping your coffee. I always feel sick. I always have a headache. I always cry. I don't feel like me Luke. I'm trying to help you. I promise. My goal was never to make things worse. I just want you to be okay, Luke. You never were okay. I want you to be okay. I want us to be okay. I'm trying to fix you. I'm trying to fix us. I never thought they'd keep you in there for so long. I'm so sorry if you hate me, Luke, but I love you with my entire being and then some more. That's why I did this for you. Please just be okay. I know you can do this.
Love,
Kate
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Dear Luke
FanfictionIt's been 3 months without you, and I don't know how much longer I can take
