"Jimin? Jimin!"
"Y-yeah?"
"You spaced out. You alright?"
"Yeah..."
But I'm not. Since I met him all I can do is think about him, and all I wanna do is think about him.
He's the worst, yet the best thing that's every happened to me.
I've never felt such indescribable emotions.
Yet there's nothing to feel when with him. He's empty, shallow, pitch black. There's no reason to feel anything for him.
But I've never been treated the way he treats me. He treats me like I'm nothing, like I mean nothing, as if at any moment he'll become tired of me and find someone else to fill his needs. So I chase. I chase after him. I make sure that when with me he won't bore easily. I let him use my body as if I'm nothing but that, a body, a nameless body for him to empty him self in. Even when I don't want it I give in.
Because no one else treats the way he does.
Authors note
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Sorry if there's any mistakes, I didn't really proof read🖤
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Don't Feel Love When I'm With You.
FanfictionTRIGGER WARNING: drug use, self harm, eating disorders, suicide attempt, and sexual abuse. Jungkook is a psychopath that uses Jimin's feelings for his own pleasure. Jimin is madly in love with Jungkook even though he knows there is no way for Jungk...
