The secret Journal

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This is a section of a book that got deleted completely before even released it was call     

my little book

Section 8 chapter 9 the littles POV her name was lulu and her bf told her to write in a journal once a week

He said I have to write in this journal but he wouldn't read it unless he had to I guess I have to keep my act up to make sure he never has to anyway let's begin I'm lulu I'm 17 and I have...issues.....if you call anorexic and self harming issues I do it keeps me a little sane I where thick hoodies and jumpers to make it look like I'm normal as in societies eyes staving yourself until your called bone and still thinking your not good enough just one more run or wearing long sleeves tops and screaming and someone when they even suggest you wearing shorts but I can fake a smile forever and hide it all it's not like anyone will ever know I've been faking smiles since my mum was murdered in front of me and I couldn't stop it I still have scars from the put out fags on my skin and when a beer bottles were thrown at my head by my abusing farther

I hope you enjoyed this and text me if I should carry on with different sections of random story's that never got posted bye \(^w^)/

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