Independent

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Independent
I could be out here ballin
Or I can stay inside
Either way
I survive

Appreciation of the love
But i never needed no one
I can hold it down
I always got myself

Doubt me
Imma show you up
You wanna make me feel Worthless
Imma show you I'm priceless
Gonna make ya wish ya had this
Look back and think like damn
I coulda shoulda woulda cuffed it
Now you Sitting salty
Ha You Were warned
You chose to ignore me
You thought it was a bluff
Now look who's lonely
I'm Burning the memories to ashes
You not Worthy of an urn
Your arrogance turned to ignorance
look at what you lost

Im independent
I be out here balling
I stay inside
And Both ways
Im surviving

I move in silence
You moving loudly
You can't compare
You don't know the real me

I've been fair
You're too blind to see
You don't deserve it
So that shits for the birds
I don't Care no more
You can take your shit that's over there

You think you made me
Shit nigga I made you
You took that Shit for granted
Wait...
You thought I needed you
Hahaha
The jokes on you
All along
You thought I was doing wrong
Fucked around
Hurt so bad I had to make a song
I was loyal
You found out you was the one who did me wrong
You came back crawling 
I fell for the crocidile bawling

Now I'm a ghost in my own home
Stuck with a parasite
Feeding Off the image of his own succession
Living in A fantasy
You see perfect
I see imperfection

I'm Independent
Out here balling
When I'm staying inside
I'm still surviving

Love turned to hate
I never thought I could shake
Man this feeling enough to make ya stomach ache
I cried once and was over it
Boss ass bitch
Yeah man better learn it
I forgot
But only for a moment
God pulled me up off my knees
Said now go show em you're the boss
You was made for this shit
You never take a loss
Always a lesson
Just wait for your blessing
You have to learn before taking off
Good things come
to those who wait

You were just dead weight
Holding me back
So you could feel the power
i can succeed
Without someone breathing down my neck
You gave me no motivation
Only criticism
I wasn't surprised when you left
But I never did confess
That Shit hurt like a bitch
But bet im the shit
i'm back at peace
I'm better by myself
No Worry about fighting for my place
I know where I stand
And that's on my own
But I'm filling my plate
Better alone than with someone who isn't grown
I'm Independent
I'll survive
I was raised right
I turned a house into a home

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 30, 2018 ⏰

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