Well. This really is just a quick update on things, starting with my ability to update stories and why it's taking so long to do so.
For starters, ever since I put up the Sad Quotes story and you guys commenting on it, I have felt like I have done something for you guys and that I've given you all a shoulder to lean on and a person to talk to. And I feel amazing about that. And I did have a rough patch with my girlfriend(mentioned in on of the chapters in Sad Quotes) where we were on and off for a little but I have gotten her back and things are good and all. But aside from those great things in my life and the small good things, everything else has been shit.
• My parents aren't respecting my choice of not wanting to play soccer anymore so I'm constantly being reminded about that.
• One of my friends that I could trust decided to sexual harass me because him and his girlfriend were on a break and now some guys are deciding to call me names and everything
• My mom had found some cuts/scars on my thigh so that was an emotionally unstable conversation between me and my dad because my mom was pissed at me
• A person in my friend group that I'm not really close to told my brother that none of my friends like me because I'm heartless and a bitch and he did absolutely nothing to back me up on my part
• I feel like cutting again(and have a few times lately) and I have no way to stop the craving of cutting aside from doing it
• I'm currently having a mental breakdown and idek why
And there's a few more things but I don't feel like getting into those.
So after reading this I hope you all understand why I haven't updated any stories. But this won't stop me entirely, I will be back.
