Healthy Happy Fishes in New Year
"It is new year so be merry"
I heard people greet each other in the narrow street
I looked at the window and saw the children eating
Teens drinking brandy
Adults smiling and hugging.
I smiled from the window, forcibly
When I saw some old friends waving at me
With their special someone
Oh how I hope I arrived at the same fate as them
Being in love and being loved, damn
Oh, cupid please come.
From downstairs are people I rarely see
But had a special place inside this smushy thing
This smushy thing that beats for thee
So I chose you instead of them
Then I realized that I was doing this for myself.
At the end of the message, I said I love you
Instead of I'm in love with you
For I remembered that this is a closure
Even though we really never happened
I'm putting my feelings to an end.
It's funny that in New Year
Everyone is crying in bliss
While my pillow becomes a river of tears
A river that consists of my heart broken into million pieces
Instead of healthy happy fishes.
