All I ever thought of
Was seeing you.
But right now,
Everything is black.
Now i dont know what to do,
With this knife in my back.
You were the one,
Who was supposed to clean me,
Not the one
Who was supposed to drag me through the mud.
But I think right now,
It's just my voice
Which is crying out loud
In the silence
Looking for help
But I never thought
That you could be so deaf.
But I never knew
That you were blind.
I hear things that have never been said,
I know things that I shouldn't have known.
I stared at you,
From the hole that I lived in for six years.
Not knowing that was empty.
Even when I was gazing the stars,
The moon was bright in the night,
But all I could see were my scars.
Darling, somethings only happen when they were not supposed to happen.
Like this.
Somethings might burn your eyes,
Instead of showing you the light.
Right now, I can't find the right words to say,
Maybe because I am lost,
In the maze,
That you pulled me into.
I know my past,
And it wasn't easy.
Because of the days,
I bored and bored,
Just looking for things,
To move around.
The tears will drop down,
like stars from the sky,
They'll shine like diamonds,
But hurt like knives.
~ Bhavya & Jahnvi
10th January,2019.
