...Hush... Chapter1

Why me Why me I was thinking in my mind God Why at this age Why couldn't it have been anybody else. He told me if I said a word that he would hurt me even more I couldn't understand Why a Man would want to rape a nine year old innocent girl. Tears coming down my face like a bucket of water leaking from the roof if only I new what I could do to stop this Man from hurting me. Finally I felt his body arise from my body with relief I could finally breathe he told me to get out the bed so he, could wash the sheets and if my mom ask why my sheets are gone tell her I started my period. Terror in my eyes  I asked him why me why me he told me because I love you I only do it because I love you you have a beautiful body and beautiful face I just love laying with you. My body was shaking like I was cold my legs was tingling like somebody had been tickling me for a long time. I couldn't face the fact that I just got raped by my own mom's boyfriend it seemed as if it was a dream like it was unreal but I had to come to reality to realize it wasn't a dream it's all real. The next morning my mom came in my room and asked Where are your sheets what happened I told her mom I started my period I could see it in her eyes she wanted to cry because she couldn't believe I was growing up. She squeezed me tight my Chloe baby you're growing up so fast I remember it was just yesterday you were drinking milk out of a baby bottle. Matthew comes in what happen my mom said she started her period Honey she's just growing up on us she's just leaving the nest. As much as I wanted to tell her what happened I was scared of what he might do to me the look in his eyes he made when she asked what happened to your sheets terrified me. It was like I could see he'll written all on him like it really got to me because what if I end up pregnant but this Man my mom will believe Matthew over me