Twilight Diaries

Chapter 1

Bella POV

I think - I think when it's all over,
It just comes back in flashes, you know?
It's like a kaleidoscope of memories.
It just all comes back. But he never does. I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen because I fall fast.
It's not really anything he said or anything he did, It was the feeling that came along with loving him and drew me in. And the crazy thing is I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way again about anyone ever again
But I don't know if I should for my sake and maybe someone else's too. I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright, But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you? Maybe he knew that when he saw me. I guess I just lost my balance and I fell. I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him, It was losing me too and my friends tell me that I should have never fallen for him because they knew that this would happen because of the fact that his world moved too fast and burned too bright and they knew I was gonna get burned but I didn't care and I still don't because he gave me the best gift any girl- no women wanted, my little baby girl that is warm and safe under my heart in my tummy she is the next best thing that ever happened to me I may not ever love another but I would love her even if her father didn't. He is gonna regret leaving me and I think it's time my baby girl meets her uncles

DAMON AND STEFAN