Truth Untold

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This garden is filled
With blossoming loneliness
I tied myself
To this sand castle filled with thorns
What is your name?
Do you even have a place to go?
Oh could you tell me?
I saw you hiding in this garden
And I know
Your heat is real
Your hand picks the blue flowers
I want to hold it but...
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Keith POV:
We yearn for love and affection in life that just makes us people. We want the undying love from our families and we also want the love of someone that would cherish us as their own. However, not everyone obtains these types of loves. Today was the day I had told myself. I would tell the man that I want that I love him so much. However that shattered in a heartbeat when I ran after him and saw him with her under the tree. I thought to myself maybe they are just hanging out. Then the unspeakable happened, I saw him kiss the girl of his dreams. Flashback :**It's been two years since I had finally returned to Voltron yet he still stood their looking even more beautiful as a blue rose in a garden. His sun kissed tan skin glowed in as he stood their gapping at my return. However his eyes looked dead as if he was wearing a mask of pain. How come no one else noticed this? I walked passed him trying to hide my embarrassment by growling and walking away from him.** Flashback end
I wish I had the courage to tell him right there and then of my undying feelings for him but yet again I am a coward. Maybe I did deserve this fate.
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This is my destiny
Don't smile on me
Light on me
Because I can't go to you
There's no name to call
You know that I can't
Show you me
Give you me
I can't show you my weakness
So I'm putting on a mask to go see you
But I still want you
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Keith pov:
I've seen the way they give each other's looks however maybe Allura's love was fake. She did break up with Lotor not that long ago. Yet that innocent smile that he had when he asked me about asking Allura out I could not say no to it. Then I saw him reach out of my hearts grasp. But I'll do anything for him to smile everyday even if it means not being with me. Why did I not tell him sooner that he's my everything?
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A flower that resembles you
Blossomed in this garden of loneliness
I wanted to give it to you
As I take off this stupid mask
But I know
This can't go on forever
I must hide
Because I'm ugly
I'm afraid
So pathetic
I'm so afraid
In the end, will you leave me too?
So I'm putting on a mask to go see you
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Keith POV:
Everyday I saw them together cuddling, hugging, and making out. They were inseparable, everyone thought they were cute together. I had to hide my feelings by putting on the same mask I held for him for years however the mask slowly started to crack . He came up to me after the meeting and we reflected on how we grew up.  It felt the same moment when I cradled him in my arms. However once he left the room everything became somber and lonely again. I left and went into my room thinking.He deserves her not me. The hero always gets the princess not the stupid half monster. I sobbed to myself that night. Why do I love him still?
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What I can do is
To make a pretty flower
That resembles you
Blossom in this garden, in this world
Then breathe as the person you know
But I still want you
I still want you
Maybe back then
If I had just a little more
Courage
And stood before you
Would everything be different now?
I'm crying
At this sandcastle
That's disappearing
And breaking down
As I look at this broken mask
And I still want you
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Keith POV:
I started to grow more and more distant from everyone even my own mother. However no one was really around anymore. Shiro was always busy and we never talk like we used to. This mask that I had finally shattered I almost cried in front of him. I went outside and found a purple dying rose. It was once probably very beautiful. I sat there tearing up over the flower looking as it's petals fell one by one. I look as this rose and I realize that he could never be mine. It will never be him and me just him and her. Tears were flowing down my face as footsteps were inching in. But why do I still yearn for his love ?
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But I still want you
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