I Don't Wanna Be Me

I'm laying here alone tonight
Tryna figue out just why
Why can't I find the strength to fight
Why can't I ever do things right

I'm drowning in my own tears
I'm hiding in a haze of fears
I'm clinging to whatever's near
Hoping the answers are here

I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be, me

I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I just don't wanna be, me

How do I take the pain away
Will you leave me or will you stay
I can't stand to be alone
I feel like a stranger in my own home

Maybe I just don't deserve
To be in this damn world
I'm too broken and too wrong
I can't even say aloud, what I'm singing in this song

I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be, me

I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I just don't wanna be, me

I'm calling out for help in an, empty room
I'm withering away as life, starts to bloom
If i could be whatever i, chose to be
Then I would choose a person worth, loving

I'm not gonna let the worst of me
Be the last thing the world will see
I'm gonna give one last piece of my love
And hope god will open his gates for me up above

I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be, me