Twenty-First Century

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After a long time of silence, I am coming back to you, who I tried to avoid so many times. I have been a coward. I have been hiding for months – remembering that night – to finally understand that what was broken meant it was broken forever. We could try in any way possible to fix it – it would be an illusion – what was inside would still be the same – destroyed. I was like some of you for a long time. I refused. I denied it. But all this needed to end, and I needed to tell you everything.

There was never a beginning but only a continuity of this atrocity. I was blind about this, but you opened my eyes – in the worse of all possible ways. Before this, I could not see the love between us.

I do not want apologies – nothing is strong enough to repair what was stolen from us.

I am not afraid of them anymore, I just feel mercy about it.

I promised you our story would be shared.