Alcohol is the problem
I am the result
I burn in the fires of Eden
And drink the hate of a cult
I never commit to anything
And I am selfish with the ones I love
Self deprivation is my weapon
As I give a finger to the skies above
My dependency is apparent
Sobriety fills me with fear
Hard liquor is my refuge
My disdain for life has become clear
Self conditioning is essential
And time is running out
Will I drown in a sea of shadows
Or learn what life is about
