💐بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم💐
(In the Name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful)
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Yeah, I'd rather be a lover than a fighter
'Cause all my life, I've been fighting
Never felt a feeling of comfort
All this time, I've been hiding
And I never had someone to call my own
I'm so used to sharing
Love only left me alone
But I'm at one with the silence
I found peace in your violence
Can't tell me there's no point in trying
I'm at one
And I've been silent for too long.
- Marshmello & Khalid♡
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My head was underwater, I was drowning. And when I went up to gasp for air, you pulled me back down. And while it felt exciting at first, it was lot more painful, but still, I loved every second of it.
This love was everything to me. A rose that bloomed, and a fire that burned bright. Before you, I felt numb, just a soulless body walking the Earth with no reason to live. You gave me that reason. You took my demons and made them yours. And I almost lost you because of it.
I wish with all of my heart that you stayed. I wish with all of my heart that you told me why you left. I wish, with all of my heart and with all that's in me, that I loved you enough for you to never leave.
Because you were everything I had, and everything I needed. And now that you're gone, I have everything but reason. The memories you left behind will forever be tattooed on my mind, and the scars we share will always remain on my body, heart and soul. And if you ever decide to come back, I'll be waiting here patiently.
And that is my promise to you.♡
- Camila♡
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Heart Of Gold
Fanfiction"A blooming rose." While trying to get herself and her life together, Camila Cabello strikes a sudden connection with Shawn Mendes which then blooms into something more and throws Camila into a whirlpool of fear and uncertainty, making her begin to...
