It's worth it.

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"How'd it go?" Dylan asked me like every other day. My mom thinks that if I go to counseling everything will magicaly be better. That I'll forget everything. That's not how it works. No matter how hard you try the memories will never leave.

"It was good" I lied.

"Are you feeling any better?" I wish everyone will stop asking me that.

"Yeah I really am."

As much as I don't want to lie to Dylan I have to. Ever since I became this fragile little girl my mom and Dylan has been planning things behind my back and trying to make me 'better'. They're the ones making me go to counseling. Mom pays, Dylan drives me there. Dylan is my bestfriend, he's the only one who has been there for me. Even though he is 3 years older than me he's never treated me like a little girl like everyone else. His friends all ways picked on him for hanging out with a 16 year old girl when he is all ready out of school but he doesn't care. He always has my back & is always on my side even when I was dating 'him'. No not Dylan, he's like a brother. Jack gilinsky, the school jock who only breaks your heart. He seems like the most sweet, caring person. It's like a boy in a movie, good looking and plays almost all sports and is the most popular guy in school.

Gilinsky is were it all started.

But then Whitesides came along.