You want to be more socially involved? Take a bus ride. A bus ride full of strangers, all going to different places. You sit alone, but know that you are not alone. Nobody talks much, even if they know eachother. They talk little, and you always see them looking at you, so they feel like they are being loud. That is true, if everyone else is quit even whispers are loud and enough to get someones attention. Always take the same bus. You get familiar with different customers but never remember the driver. Sometimes you dont even look at the driver. Always be early at the bus stop. That way there is usually a seat for you. I hate when the bus gets full. Its socially awkward. People who dont use their phones, or look out the window, start to look around. You see them see you, you turn around but feel them looking at you. A feeling designed for socially awkward people, feeling worth feeling.
