I am not needed in this society. I prefer being locked in the room than socializing others. I know the society is rotten, and I am no different. I don't care neither interested for other people. I have friends in school but when faced with problems, I am alone. I can't fight alone because I am not strong. I don't have confidence because I am not strong. I don't think about myself neither love myself. My heart is empty, I don't feel sympathy. I don't feel happiness otherwise awkwardness. I have talents but nothing to be proud of, instead I think of them as trivial. I took everything for granted. I conveniently avoid pain. I unconsciously gaze away when faced with problems. I can't even contribute to the society. What is my purpose of this life? I know life will get harder when I will get older if I stay the same. If I could stop this moment, I don't want to suffer again.
