"U make me so fucking mad with that bullshit!!!" Im sorry As someone seeps their cold hard word like dagger into my heart and my soul is fading fast but I understand what this person is sayin "Fuck u talking about letting me go." I'm trying to not but it's too much seeing u wit someone else "NIGGA U TAKE RELATIONSHIPS TOOOOOO DAMN SERIOUS NIGGA." I know I do but I can't help it I was raised to love and care for all life no matter how small or important it may be so sorry if I get on ur nerves because I used to not have no one to get on their nerves! "IT AIN'T THAT FUCKING DEEP KID." It's that deep to me it's always been that deep i don't think that you understand but you were my first my first fling my first thing "We still friends.It's not like we don't talk." It feels like it is sometimes I feel so far always from talking to u but ur just a call away leaving me on voicemail my sad ass lol "THE ONLY FUCKING THING THAT HAS CHANGED IS THE STATUS AND SEXUAL SHIT. THAT'S FUCKING IT. NOW TAKE SOME DAMN TIME TO GET THAT SHIT YOUR DENSE ASS BRAIN BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY U WEREN'T GETTING MY MESSAGES CLEAR ENOUGH SO IM BEING FUCKIN BLUNT." It was never about the sexual shit it was always u. I feel in love wit ur vibe and all ur culture like yes im in love I acknowledge it Look at the things we accomplished Just tell me you want it back All of the time in my heart and my mind You're just cold And im mourning bad. Pretty little xo drop me mento shawty know she bad so she keeps her heart, and legs closed and she be putting me to the test tho pretty little devil she be mixing up the potion. i know u just want peace and someone to listen well girl I'm here but u want something different and i know most of the times u be making difficult decisions. Anyway call me girl I jus want u to love me when I showed u heaven but u expected hell. I couldn't understand and that is my sin but it feels like I lost my mind every time u crosse my mind Sometimes I think this ,Sometimes I don't think, sometimes I don't stop
My brain been narrating to my self so tragically , been thinking a whole lot I know it's a little bit too dramatically , yeah but look it's Hard to sleep without you next to me
I listen to slow songs, that shit help me dose off, yeah
I don't look again, this the only game
Send a postcard, I'm at 1 Lonely Lane no matter how much it hurt I gotta get through the worst.
But don't let him see you do it, yeah I know he's looking not my thing to ruin, even though I know you'd do the same. These days, they say that they your brother
But then they never there
It's never clear, and people plotting on me deviously
I gotta switch the vibes up so they take me seriously
I Used to complain to god like "Why you teach me lessons so harshly?"
And he replied, "I gave you signs but you ain't listen to me"
Damn
-Papithbk
-alec king
