When I tell you I am fine I want you to insist that I am not and force the truth out of me.
When I tell you to leave me alone, dont. Pester me with texts until I am forced to respond.
When I tell you to leave, hold me tight. I might fight back but hold me anyway. As tightly as you can. Bury your face in my neck and let me curl into your body. Let me bury my face in your arms.
Let me sob into your shirt. Let me cry and dont tell me to stop. Dont speak for a minute. Simply let me feel it out. After a while then you can whisper in my ear. Let me turn towards you and wrap my arms around you in return.
Allow me to thank you. Accept my apology even if it isn't necessary.
Read my eyes. I wont dare to talk. I wont be able too. Simply understand why.
Be strong for me.
When I am done panicking, you will know. You will see it in my emotionless eyes. You will feel how numb I have become.
And you will continue to hold me in your arms. And I will feel guilty for feeling anything at all. But I will love you so- so much for it.
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PoetryWe all want that romcom romance. Just admit it. There are times when I think about these things. What would I look for in the perfect significant other? What traits would be included if I could make the perfect partner? What is it that makes us so...
