I might not be smart
I might not know the things
The things that I should know
I am sorry for my complications
I can't do the things you ask me too
I am a lost creature trying
Trying to find goodness
I know of hope
I know of faith
I have faith
But I am not smart
Or remember the things I should
I don't know why but I am this
And I hate myself for it
But I beg of you
Don't give me that look
Don't look at me
Don't think bad of me
For I will keep trying
But I will never reach you
For you are with the angels
And I with the demons
