Suicide Note

A sick feeling in my stomach

The little voice inside my head

And the music in my ears

Isn't making me feel well

The blade is in my hand

My skin is bare and set

Then the blood starts to drip

And the voice begins to fade

The tears are falling down my face

My skin is raw and red

This thing inside my chest

Is making me feel faint

I cut deep into my arm

And my vein opens up in pain

I cry out mercy

I cry out shame

I cry out worthless, useless, brokenness

I can't go on

I'm dying soon

And whatever I have I will give to you

Goodbye mom

Goodbye dad

Goodbye to every person that I knew

Don't cry for me

I'll see you soon

So for now live life

Something I never understood