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"I regret nothing in my life even if my past was full of hurt , i still look back and smile , because it made me who I'm today .
_𝓖𝓪𝓵𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓰𝓲𝓻𝓵 🔥
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Hi i'm Ryan , Ryan Webley , but call me Ryan only . why? Well i dunno who webley is, so how come i ever let you all relate my name with that webley , when I've no info about that name either !

Yeah i don't know who my father is ? I don't know who is he , how's he look like ? Don't know whether he is alive or dead ? I don't know equivalent to an ounce info about him except a mere line which mom ingrained about him in my head for the very first time i asked her about my father.
And instead of replying to my simplest question she shushed me up saying " I took after my father " Nothing more than this she ever said about him. And just for subsiding my further Inquisition , she handed me something, kids of that age , as i were of , greedy about that sorta  things , that was something ,enchatingly beautiful , something a single glance on which , could take your breath away . I'd to admit That was the most exquisite wrist-watch I've ever seen in my whole life . Yup a wrist watch , a mere wrist -watch ,after glancing at which , i'd been dying to see that piece being wraped around my wrist forgetting all that questions my head had been storing for don't know how long !

That time i was 12 , and being materialistic just forgot the topic I'd been going all mad about . when mom said this is for me , my happiness had no boundaries , i instantly forgot about the question I'd been asking her from past few hours . There was really something in that watch that enticed me at the spot . But the moment i tried to take it ,mom averted me saying i can only take it if i promised her Never to ask her about Dad ever again and keep it safe since it's given to me by my Dad as a Gift for my 12 birthday . And i being foolish, thickheaded, materialistic , stupid i accepted her bargain in the guise of a Present.

Though according to my promise i didn't ask her about dad further but as i aged, my curiosity started growing , since in my every next birthday i'd been given an exclusive gift , then again , in the name of my Dad . and i , i just couldn't able to comprehend her , means why she'd been doing that to me , i mean why can't she just let me know about my father. i might be never recalled about my being even having a Father eversince she'd given me my 12th birthday gift but school and then college didn't let me live my half teenage life peacefully .

Students started making fun of me for being unaware about my own father . Only i knew how i put up with their continuous comments regarding to my father . My school life was a heck messed up . There was only one person who i able to open myself to . who always remain by my side . No matter what the problem was , he was there , my buddy , Travis Adams . who is altogether oppostite of me. Jolly , calm , extrovert not to mention a bit of  playboy .And me a complete boring case who always stays indulge in books , studies .

In my 18th birthday mom handed me an exclusive gift again and that was a , car , and that too latest one . Tho one part of me was screaming with excitement for getting something I've been always dreamt of having but the other half was paining , and that pain was just too excruciating .

Flashback

"Mom i wanna ask you something " i deadpaned.

"Yeah baby ask ? " Mom said whilst she was busy stirring something been on stove .

"Mom , this car , i . i can't take it instead i want you to take your words back and answer my question ."I finally said something I've been hesitating to say for long. And with my reply mom just got taken aback and stopped with her whatsoever doing work .

"Ryan , you know , we'd already talked about that "
Mom said moving towards her work .

"No mom , plz not today , do you even know how I'm feeling like , out there people asking me about that who gifted me this car , so i , i can't take this ? "
I retoreded back shoving out the keys out of my pocket

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