JaaneDeMujhe
Love,
An Amazing feeling
But the time I realised it, I lost the her.
She was my friend from last 3 year and eventually my best friend also.
She was just like me, cheerful, talkitive, happy go lucky girl and we it hit off.
With her every moment was different
The way she smile, the way her eyes twinkle, no one was their who can resist her charms, but she choose me as her best friend.
We were together most of the time, sometime chatting, laughing, hanging out with our friends.
She come to my house and eventually everyone liked her, after all she is a lovely girl who know how to make other happy.
Di insisted me to propose her to become my gf, but I call it off as a joke,
My friends called me mad for not realising my love towards her
They said that may be when I realise it may became so late
But I don't want to consider my attraction as love
I want to give this feeling some time to become sure of it
And I gave this feeling a chance and
Everyday I found myself falling for her very hardly.
And before our final exam I found myself head over heel in love with her,
I want to make this special so decided to propose her on farewell.
But I think I read more than necessary, I think she never like me of the way I like her, love her
She never consider me more than her best friend.
As she was already in love with someone.
On farewell she wanted to surprise us
She said she wanted to tell about her love
I was so exited to think that may be she also feel the same and wanted to declare in front of all
So I let her declare first
But what she tell broke my heart in the cruellest way
She said that she was in a relationship from last 5 years
with whom, my cousin, my big brother
She wanted to keep it secret from all so all treat her as a simple girl not as the gf of one of the trustee of college.
She become my friend because she want to get close to my family
She simply use my friendship for what she want
But in all this I lost my heart to her
What to do with this pain of Love
Now, It so painful to see her in front of me but in some other man's arm, as his wife
She had became the reason of my life
But now this betrayal is so painful
This Love is so painful
And I can't bear it anymore
I can't cry anymore
So my dear let me go
Let me go
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The End
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