One of those nights.

Meant to explain stuff.

Hi, i wrote two suicide letters. I wrote both on the same night because well..i was feeling down and lonely (life sucks oh and btw i was also upset bc don't you h8 it when janoskians are in your area and you don't meet em) and i had to let my shit out on something so i decided to write it. Overthinking i guess you can call it. I wasn't happy witj life. Yea i went back and read it and felt disturbed. The first one i wrote going to my sister, she hasn't read it she's just 10. Didn't include her name either. I'd never leave her, i'm trying to be a better person and make her proud of me. After i wrote hers i wrote one to my mom. I wasn't even mad at her or my sister. I was just being dumb i guess. Just wrote out what i felt that i never let out before. I really don't have that much of a sad life if it seems that way haha. Might of gotten carried away or sum thinking i'm a good writer. At a point i really thought "do i have bad depression or am i being stupid?" I still don't know fam.