dear mommy
why do I make you so sad
when I see you cry
I want to make you better
I try my very best to make you smile
Its fun mommy when you are happy
is it because I woke you up
from sleeping
is it because you was sleeping
and I cut your hair
to make you pretty
I wanted to surprise you
n make you happy
but you woke and was very angry at me
I miss you very much mommy
you been gone so much crying
I'm growing up
I'm in school now
but I'm always thinking about you
I always look forward to you picking me up
because that's when I get your most attention
and we both are finally smiling again
Do you remember that one day
you never showed up
and the teachers called you
and you never picked up the phone
I cried so much mommy
I thought you left me forever
finally my aunt pick me up
and took me home
and you was okay you just overslept
you said
but it happened again
I decided to walk home
and when I came home
you was on the couch asleep
your face looked stale
and your skin looked pale
Ii thought you had left me again
I cried and I went to the kitchen
and made noodle soup
in the microwave
I woke you up and gave you soup
and I cried and begged you not to die.
you hugged me and promised me
you would never leave me
that you will always be there for me
time passes and I am very sad
all I want to know mommy
why I make you sad
I love you very much
but now these long days
you are always crying
is it because brother left
i told you he went to make me garden
in that place called heaven,
I even met angels
and brother showed me a golden bird.
Please mommy be happy and smile at me
I really need your love too
I don't like us to be sad anymore
Mommy all I want to do is make you happy in life again.
i love you more than all my stuff animals and toys and everything in the whole world
Love me,
your baby girl
