where are you? [myg x pjm]

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Lately, I've been thinking
How much of a monster you changed me
Cause I'm so scared, still so scared
Of their foul mouths, of this loneliness

You told me you'd be here forever
I'm the stupid one to believe
I'm the stupid one to love
Nevertheless, I still miss you

But now I realize,
That I miss me more
Than i will ever miss you
What did you do to me?

Stop saying forever,
There's nothing like forever
There's only you and me
With a broken promise and a one sided love

Say I miss your smile
But i missed my smile more
I wonder how i can love you
Before i can even love myself

It's been years, and i still wonder
If this feeling's real or not
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