the feeling of exhaustion

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I'm tired of life. I'm tired of waking up every single morning and looking in the mirror thinking to myself.. why am I not good enough? why am I not pretty enough to wear this outfit when everyone else is?  why am I not smart enough to get the "all a honor roll" why am I not nice enough to have friends who love me? why am I not strong enough to fight back? why am I not confident enough to use my words to my advantage? why.? just why am I different from everyone else? to me.. all I am is a little, useless, and easily forgotten speck on this huge earth. but no one cares to realize I am alone and tired. I'm tired of not being good enough for people. I'm tired of having no reason to wake up in the morning. I'm tired of people pretending to like me. I'm tired of people making fun of my looks. I'm tired. and that's all I am right now.

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