My biggest flaw is I don't know how to show love without spending a dime
I don't know how to enjoy each n every time
Even when I look in your eye
I'm still wearing a disguise
My only example of love is from a book from above
My only example of life isn't from a husband and wife
A fist full of niquil now kiss me goodnight
What a dreamy delight
Float on a pillow as my thoughts take flight
Visitation every other week
Set down the bottle n pay attention to me
Am I important it's not apparent to me
So be a parent to me
Goin on a date almost every night
Meet a man with a similar name
Anger in his eyes as he looks this way
I was 10 years old was I supposed to be hit this way
Does anyone feel my pain
Am I gunna be ok
Bruises under my shirt
Can you feel my hurt
You don't know what you deserved
I have no example of love but a book from above
But where was the book when we were robbed by a crook
You see by 13 I was the man of the house
Bump in the night I had to carry that knife
I don't know how to treat a wife
But I could tell you how save an alcoholics life
I can't open up my life
You won't understand being called over weight
To put back that plate
Go to bed with a hunger ache
How am I supposed show pain when it hidden away
Never seen light in nearly 10,000 days
But I could tell you in about a million ways to pray for better days
In my heart I know I have unconditional love
But in my eyes you only see no love
I am scared of a kid and scared of an isle
How do I know if I'll be their idol
If they want my title
I need to shake this shadow
It's up stream both ways and I lost both paddles
My only example of life isn't from a husband wife
My only example of love is from a fairy tale above
How am I supposed to treat a wife
When I don't even know if I can love my life
