You look at me with that evil eye.
What did I do?
Shouting and screaming are better than this silence,
It’s scaring me to death.
You cannot hate me,
We’re sisters, remember?
But you forgot,
So easily you forgot.
The times we laughed,
We laughed till I wet myself,
Or we cried,
Together we cried over leaving everything behind.
We did that together too.
Bonded over our mutual disagreement with our parents.
Where are those times now?
They cannot be gone.
Five of us on life’s journey together.
Thrown together for a reason.
I love you but I don’t like you,
It makes me feel so guilty.
Why can’t we get along?
Our mum asks us every day.
It’s her I feel for the most,
Stuck in the middle…
Five of us,
Wherever we go, always together
Whatever we do, stick by one another
Bad decisions, support.
Good decisions, praise.
Hard times, love.
Good times, happiness.
Together.
Laughter fills the room.
When we are all working together,
Unbreakable.
You know how to pull me out of that slump.
You know how to push my buttons, pushing until I break.
You know how I tick,
Or do you? Do you really know me at all?
Sadness, love…
Do you know how I really felt?
I never told you, I always expected you to know.
I realize now that it was not always you.
That’s what I said before, naivety.
It was the two of us playing a dangerous game.
One of us will fall unless we hold each other up.
Stop giving me that evil eye,
I won’t push you over.
