𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐈-𝐒𝐎𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐋

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" make sure it's broken down all the way " I passed the weed to tee waiting for her to roll up

" we all smoking our own shit " one of the random niggas said from the couch

I nodded my head to the music blasting through my air pods . I lit my blunt bringing it up to my lips taking a long pull letting the smoke fill my nose

" tasia " I turn my head in the direction I heard my name being called

" huh " I said looking at tee

" he asked if that's some new shit " she pointed to ol dude on the couch

" yeah " I put the blunt to my lips again about to zone out

" Stop zoning out " tee said to me pushing my shoulder

" you know ion like that shit " I moved my shoulder

I hated being touched by people unnecessarily just say whatchu gotta say don't touch me

" my bad " she lit her blunt up

I slouched back in my chair as everyone in the living room indulged in their own conversations . Just in my own world

" why you so quiet " the same nigga asked me

" she always like that " nunu commented

" she just be in her own world " tee added

I rolled my eyes ion fuck with nun of the people in this room like that they all associates and that's how it's gone stay. Ion know why they talking like they know me and we friends.

" I'm vibin " I shrugged

" that's just how she is y'all " I looked at her before chuckling

I don't know why she explaining all my answers I said what I said

I took my phone out my jacket pocket checking the time 2:11 . I left school early to smoke my mama don't be home till late

" imma head out " I stood up and put my phone back in my pocket

" where you going " nunu asked

" I got sum shit to handle " I walked towards the front door

" imma call you later answer " tee yelled as I walked outside

I chuckled I wasn't gonna answer

I sighed when I got to the end of the driveway and started walking. I should of drove over here

" Bitches will stab you in yo' back but smile in yo' face niggas will act how they act but they want yo' place " I sung along to song playing while walking towards the grave yard

" cold as fuck for no reason dawg " I put my hands in my jacket speeding up my walking getting closer to the grave yard

When I got there I opened the gate and walked all the way back to where my best friend was buried

I bit my lip trying to stop the tears threatening to fall from my eyes

" shit not fair  " I sat down next to his grave touching his tombstone

" I'm so sorry " I let the tears run down my face as I talked

" I'm trying so hard to be strong but I wanna give up "

" I'm tired I'm so fuckin tired " I wiped one of my eyes before talking again

" it's never gone sit right with me that you not here but I can't change the past but imma change the future and make you proud I promise you that " I kissed the top of his tombstone before standing up

As I was walking back out the grave yard my phone rang . It was a FaceTime call from my sister

" where you at " she asked me

I hung up . She called back right after I hung up on her

" why'd you hang up " she asked

" why you asking where I'm at "

" I'm yo older sister I can ask you where you at" I laughed

" ion care bout nun of that older shit I'm minding my business " I said

" just tell me where you at before I tell mama"

" tell her the fuck " I scrunched my face up hanging up

" annoying as fuck " I mumbled heading home

My phone dinged and I looked down at it it was text from my mama

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𝘐𝘮𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘴

𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘺..💔 𝘸𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦

𝘖𝘬

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I chuckled closing out of our messages my sister a whole snitch

As I got closer to my house I decided to stop at the gas station and get some to eat

" wassup " I nodded at the cashier before grabbing what I wanted from the chips isle heading to the drink section

" it's a wild wild lifestyle " I nodded my head picking up a pineapple Fanta . I grabbed some air heads before walking up to the cashier

" is that all " he asked I nodded as the bell rang by the door meaning someone came in

I looked to the side as a group of niggas came in talking. I grabbed my bag and my change walking out the door I made eye contact with on the niggas in the store. I turned my head and headed home

" depressing ass house " I mumbled unlocking my front door

I walked into my room taking my jacket and my shoes off putting them in the closet .

I laid on my bed letting my eyes close before drifting off to sleep

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