honestly i'm trying my best. with online school comes bad eyes and mixed emotions. i feel like i want out of everything that i have. my friendships, my relationships, this town. i just keep thinking i want out of it all. i think it's because i hate who i am here. physically bad, mentally bad, unconfident, constantly anxious, and sad.
my dog keeps me going- for now happiness to me is a clean room so I'll start with that.
